Live to win, dare to fail.
Eat the dirt and bite the nail
I must say, that since my last post my suffering has been immense. Psychologically I have endured and suffered knowing that there is something direly wrong but I just don't know what to do about it.
I know what the illness is that I am suffering from but I find myself terrified to see a physician about it, mostly because when I'm told by that doctor, it is then undeniably real. I will no longer able to make myself feel better by saying I'm paranoid about it.
Worst of all, there is no pill to cure this illness. This particular illness takes years and years and lifetimes of treatment to keep at bay and to learn to deal with. All of the medications I have been seeking for myself in have been a huge waste of time.
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